pines
stargazing
pointing towards Orion –
my loose embers
finally fall
pines
stargazing
pointing towards Orion –
my loose embers
finally fall
orchard grass
and apples
falling
hay
rolled backwards
into time
symmetry
of husks in the fields
sleeping
winter barns
hosting ancient beams
and cold strays
we could make love
here, an abundant
harvest
turning land
into food and falling
to bed in relief
a grey moth
clinging to curtains
in doused light
what if I am undone
by rough hands and dirt
under fingernails
what if I am
an unrequited writer
bartering poems for seed
who made me
and why –
this wildflower ending
tired of rules
and jealous
of the passion in yellow
falling leaves
hair hopelessly
twisted in the wind
I am eating sunlight
out of cans
still hours
in the dark
sap-stuck fingers
in the grooves of bark
death lies
to the beloved
but I tell you the truth
forget-me-not forever
pine branches
stooped with rain
quiet days fall
into meager
remains
cardinal chirrups
rising against soft rain
ineffable blush
hosting flutters
of heaven
October flower
your unimpeachable
touch –
last to exist
before the end
rusted days
and newly naked
fields
our apostolic furrows
cradling remnants
of everything we meant to share
October mosaics
our stained glass glow
sunlight draws a line
as if to ask
who is not my lover?
muses
set on fire
at the stake
to be nothing
but the depth
of desire
bloody feet
faltering
to the cross
cleft shoulders
shielding the face
from stones
something left her
with nothing
in its place
some sickle
whistles through
putrid air
this fading lamp
through a dusted
window
gives
for the last
time
red-winged blackbirds
long since fled
beyond standing husks
and bent cattails
sunrise stutters
and nights fall
as a guillotine
against the floorboards
winter
on the rise
our scarlet letters
fall upon the last warm things
winter
my executioner –
pine boughs bend
to kiss this yawning
child
I remember on the lip
of the Devil's Soup Bowl
my gaze falling
into glacial scars
sweat stinging my eyes
before a dizzying glance
unearthed I was smaller
and larger than I knew
sketching gardens
but tasting savannas –
Acacia smoke above
flowering fire
pockets emptied of stones
sewing the cleft
between pine and maple
a good ache
between my shoulders
I consider a moth-like love
dust colored and safe
and yet
your barn edges
as a frayed world
catching my soul's garment
as if to say
come here you
you
took my soul
to the river –
despite ripening orchards
and last campfires she is
not coming back
my image
a pressed flower
in a book
yours
a sea glass bottle
on the sill
our makeshift cross
sewn by unseen
hands
sun-blind
in worship –
let me crawl east
to the shadow of blue
hills
spindrift
wanting only
to hold your hand –
are we split
by slanted light?
planting
a book of songs
for next year's harvest
a prophet sketches savannahs
yet my garden becomes the sky