When the Moon is Right

Morning stars.

One wonders how vision changes the definition of beauty.

An uncalculated life leaks around the scab – so this is peace.

Remnants of vain desires cause an itch I do not have to scratch.

When the moon is right, it is right.

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Fog and mist rises with hesitation from the predawn pavement like the idea of no me without you.

A question of what I want lingers, thick yet translucent.

Light knows best.

But so do bees and bears.

3 a.m. disappears accordingly.

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Potato leek soup and warm bread.

October begins departure as it must, but I am not ungrateful for her lessons in love.

The dog walks with me but no one else and that is okay because it reminds me of whom I have not yet forgiven.

How clear the air; how softly the light bends through gold and bronze!

Firewood stacked the way my dad taught me – it's almost time to burn.

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A new, bigger compost pile, the last of the greens, and turning the earth before it freezes to make room for the larger garden come spring.

Mom wants to tell me a secret but I decline on account that I cannot tell Kyle.

Yes, hypocrisy; yes, a better way pending in my willingness.

Maybe Montreal?

The last sentence says one thing but means another – tell me you understand.